"Enty 7yaty kilha" he whispered into my ears just before I drifted off into sleep...
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I never believed in love, never believed in my knight in shining armour never cared about the concept of boys. Just the fact that one person can change your thoughts and fall head over heels is beyond me. I trusted that person so much that I believed everything he ever told me, little did I know that it was just a lie. My mind wanted to believe him so bad, my heart did too. So I trusted him and believed everything he ever told me.
He's gone now, he's never coming back. They're all gone, they all left me here alone. I will never see that beautiful smile again or those deep eyes. I'll miss the way he crinkles his nose whenever we talk about something as disgusting as old unwashed socks, I'll miss the way his whole face lights up whenever we talk about starting a family, he'd look like a 5 year old who was given 50 riyals on Eid. I'll miss the innocence in his face.
He's gone. This is how it's all supposed to be. The thought of him still makes me smile, but then I remember that he's not here anymore and immediately the tears start streaming down my face. In mere days he became my everything. He showed me what real love is. He showed me how to trust and believe in things I never believed in. I fell for him, hard. It was like jumping into the sea; you'll feel cold as soon as your body hits the water, that's the beginning when you don't know if you should trust him or not - the uneasiness, but after swimming for a few minutes you start to enjoy it, enjoy your relationship and find deep pleasure in it. All that is gone now, he's not coming back.
"C'mon sweetie" my mother called me.
I glanced at the garden behind the window and wished I'd see him again. I left the room that has been my home for 7 weeks and walked out.
"Thank you Dr." I said before I left the place.
And depression hits me once again...
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I never believed in love, never believed in my knight in shining armour never cared about the concept of boys. Just the fact that one person can change your thoughts and fall head over heels is beyond me. I trusted that person so much that I believed everything he ever told me, little did I know that it was just a lie. My mind wanted to believe him so bad, my heart did too. So I trusted him and believed everything he ever told me.
He's gone now, he's never coming back. They're all gone, they all left me here alone. I will never see that beautiful smile again or those deep eyes. I'll miss the way he crinkles his nose whenever we talk about something as disgusting as old unwashed socks, I'll miss the way his whole face lights up whenever we talk about starting a family, he'd look like a 5 year old who was given 50 riyals on Eid. I'll miss the innocence in his face.
He's gone. This is how it's all supposed to be. The thought of him still makes me smile, but then I remember that he's not here anymore and immediately the tears start streaming down my face. In mere days he became my everything. He showed me what real love is. He showed me how to trust and believe in things I never believed in. I fell for him, hard. It was like jumping into the sea; you'll feel cold as soon as your body hits the water, that's the beginning when you don't know if you should trust him or not - the uneasiness, but after swimming for a few minutes you start to enjoy it, enjoy your relationship and find deep pleasure in it. All that is gone now, he's not coming back.
"C'mon sweetie" my mother called me.
I glanced at the garden behind the window and wished I'd see him again. I left the room that has been my home for 7 weeks and walked out.
"Thank you Dr." I said before I left the place.
And depression hits me once again...
