Perfume - Chapter 15

Hey,I just wanted to say that I love you guys so much <3 and I could never ask for readers as amazing as you! I'm sorry that I didn't post these few days because I was sick and had many tests, but now I'm FREE :D I'll be posting once every 2 days. I love you all SO SO SO SO SO MUCH<3<3

Your blogger,

Mystique

- 

Twitter: @SmellOfPerfume
Ask.fm/TheSweetSmellOfPerfume

-

When suddenly I heard the door open, and someone saying in a low but angry voice: 

"Eash ga3d tsawoon" 

Oh god..

- 

Please don't start a fight. Please don't start a fight. Please don't start a fight. Those were the words running through my head. I still don't know who's hugging me, in fact I'm afraid to turn back and face him. No not the person hugging me, but the person that possesses the angry voice.

"Rdo 3alay" he said yet again, still keeping his low-angry voice that sends shivers down my spine. 

The peson hugging me took his hands off me and said: 

"Ana w Shahad n7b ba3a'6" WHAT THE HELL?? 

The moment he uttered the first syllable I knew who he was. Why did he hug me? The last time we talked more like argued, he said awful words that made me cry. His words made me cry between the arms of the man with the awfully low-angry voice. 

Do you know who he is? 

Yes, he's 5alid. 

Why would he say that we lo-

"YA GLEEL EL 7AYA!" yelled Sa3ad as he advanced towards us. He held 5alid by us shirt and stuck him to the wall saying, "Ya elly ma tst7y, hathy e5t 9deegk mtrabya ma3ak w ktha tg3d tsawy? T5arb som3at'ha w som3at obooha?? 9dg enk 7mar! ETHLF MABY ASHOUF WAJHEK 7SABY MA3AK BA3DAIN"

"With pleasure" replied 5alid smirking as he left the room.

"W ENTY YA .. YAA .. MAGDAR AGOUL KELMAH T3ABER 3N MASHA3RY LK AL7EEN! AHLK 3AYASHOUK A7LA 3EESHA W ENTY KITHA TSAWEEN? TR'6AIN TSHOUFEEN OMK 7AZEENA? TR'6AIN TSHOUFEEN OBOOK M3A9EB? TR'6AIN TSHOUFEEN BANDAAR!! BANDAAR!! TA5YALY WSH BY9EER LH ETHA DARA!!"

"Bs Sa-"

"WALA KILMAAH!!" 

Tears were threatening to leave my eyes but I held them in. Until- 

"Enty ensanah w*6y*h w kareeha w ma 3omry aby ashoufk. Lamma ashoufek a7ss b lo3ah, enty mu 9deegty wala e5t 9deegy enty al7een 9rty wala shay bl nisba ly.. Mn al7een ana ma a3rfk wala enty ta3rfeeny." he said in a calm voice. His eyes were blazing with anger, he was furious. Furious of something I never did. Furious of something I never thought of doing. Furious of something I wasn't raised to do, and all that happened because of a lie 5alid told. 

"Oud-"

"ESMY MA YJY 3ALLA LSAANK FAHMA?!!! YALLA ROU7Y FOUG!!" he screamed. 

Like a rat I scurried away into my room afraid. As soon as I reached my room I jumped on the bed and cried. I cried my eyes out. 

After a couple of hours of just crying my phone started vibrating in my pocket, I threw it on the side and continued wailing. My room's door opened and a head popped out of it, it was Salma! Then Sara's head pops in, I tried smiling but my lips wouldn't move. 

Salma and Sara ran to me, jumped on my bed, and started hugging me. I continued crying. 

"Shahoody 7abeebty what's wrong? Aish 9ar?" Salma asked. 

"It's no-o-th-thing" I replied with tears streaming down my face.

"Shahad tell us, maybe we can help you" Sara said. 

I lied down with my head on Sara's lap and told them everything. I told them about the prank, 5alid's reaction, me crying and snuggling to Sa3ad, 5alid hugging me from the back, 5alid confessing his love, Sa3ad kicking him out, and finally Sa3ad un-friending me. I cried at the last part the most. I never wanted to lose him, he was my father, my mother, my brother, basically he was my protector. And now I have no one to fight my demons with. Sa3ad, why didn't you listen to me? 

After filling them in with what had happened, Salma suggested an amazing idea: 

"Roo7y lh when he's alone w tell him the truth" she said.

"He won't listen, he wouldn't even let me say his name" I replied with a waterfall coming from my eyes.

"Make.Him.Listen." Sara spoke.

and then we started planing our plan. 

-

We are now hiding behind the bushes in front of the duwaniya, waiting for Sa3ad to come out. 

After an hour and a half of waiting, he finally came out with talking to someone on the phone. He was smiling, then he was blushing, then he was laughing. I envied the person talking to him, that person made Sa3ad laugh and I was jealous. Salma stood up and called Sa3ad. 

"Sa3ad! Sa3ad! Abeek tsa3edny asheel akyas el ba8alah" she said. 

He quickly mumbled a bye into the phone then asked her to usher her to the bags. I quickly ran to our swimming pool and sat on the chairs next to it.

What he didn't know is that Salma was taking him to the pool where I would confront him.

I heard him say, "Salma, shaklek m'6ay3a hathy jihat el masba7" 

"La la.. el sawag 7a6 el akyas hena!" she urged. 

And that's when I saw him. Our eyes met. I held my breath. He stopped in his tracks. We stood there just staring at one another, Salma had already left us alone.

That's when I felt my heart break into tiny little pieces. He turned around and walked away. 

I ran up to him and held his arm, "Sa3ad please listen to me! Please!!" 

He looked at me with disgust and said, "Mahma glty w mahma sawaity mara7 y'3ayer shay" 

"Ella! bs please esma3ny!!" I begged. 

He raised an eyebrow, sighed then said "Tkalamy" 

"Sa3ad walla el 3a'6eem ena I'm not with him walla!! I turned around to get some milk from the fridge and then felt him hugging me, I thought it was you! Walla I thought it was you! But then I felt his hands and I couldn't feel the ring you always wear that's when I knew it wasn't you, in the moment where I was going to yell at the person you came in. I swear to you that I'm not with 5alid! You know my parents, you know how they raised me. Walla enny mo mtrabya 3alla hathy el swalef,, ana bnt w akthar shay ahtm lh hw som3aty 9adeegny! Sa3ad I know we weren't close when you were with Wajd, but after you left her we became closer, you were still my hero and my protector. Sa3ad walla when you said those things I felt like I just lost a piece of me, I felt like a 4 year old who had just lost his parents, I felt suffocated and alone. Sa3ad you're the closest person to me, please believe me" I cried as I whispered, "I don't want to be alone"

I hugged him with all my might but he still didn't utter a word, he still didn't hug me back, he was stiff as a rock. 

"Sa3ad? Why aren't you hugging me?" I asked, my voice low.

"Things will never be the same, that's why I'm not hugging you" he said with a voice filled with sorrow.

"What do you mean?" I questioned not understanding him.

"I'm back with Wajd" 

-------------------------------
Twitter: @SmellOfPerfume

Ask.fm/TheSweetSmellOfPerfume