Monday, July 22, 2013

Perfume - Chapter 31

This post is dedicated to:
@AutreDreamer_ 

For being the most amazing person she is, and for being beautiful on the outside and inside. You're not my friend, you're my sister.. I'm glad that I have someone as trustworthy as you. I love you <3


To all my readers, 

I give three simple words that show my feelings towards you, I love you. 
Mystique. 

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I learned that looks can be deceiving. 

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An hour or so later of holding Salman as he wept my mind began to wander off. I realised that the girls have no idea about my whereabouts and that my phone is in the chalet. 

"SHIT" I said as the realisation hit me. 

"W- wha- at?" Salman said as he continued to cry.

"The girls don't know that I'm here, or that I slept her. They might be worried sick! OMG!! I need to call them! May I use your phone please?" 

"Yeaah sure sure.. there take it" he handed it to me and stopped crying.

"Thanks"


-Phone call- 

Salma: Alo? 

Me: Salma esm3yy-

Salma: SHAHAD WAINK?? 5FNA 3ALAIK-

Me: Sal-

Salma: ESM3EENY!! EL SREER MA T'3AYAR-

Me: Salm-

Salma: WAAINKK? 5AWAFTEENA KILENAA!! MA Y9EE-

Me: SAAAALMAAA!! 

Salma: Aish?

Me : Mafeeny shay, ma nmt bl shalaih ams bagoulk kl shay ba3dain. Dagait 3ashan te6amanain enty w Sara '3air ktha ma feeny shay. Barja3 bl lail fa la t7atoun okay? 

Salma: Shit. 

Me: What?

Salma: Double shit.

Me: What? 

Salma: Triple shi-

Me: WHAAT??

Salma: Uhh.. 5fna marra fa dgaina 3alla Bandar w jab ma3ah kl el shabab 3ashan ydawroon 3alaik, sorry bs it's freakin' 1:30 PM lw dagaity gabl kan ma kalamnahom.. 6la3o ydawroon 3alaik. 

Me: AIIIIIIIISSSHHH?? MEEN EL SHABAB?? LAISH ETDGOUN!!

Salma: Walla walla sorry, uhmm.. Fahad, 5alid, Laith, w Sa3ad. Walla hom elly jaw! e7na bs glna L Bandar yjy!

Me: AISH ASAWY AL7EEN? *starts to cry*

Salma: Walla sorry! Ta3aly al7een w ana w Sara bnfaker b shay ngoula.. okaay?

Me: Alright. 

-End of phone call-



"I'm doomed" I said as tears streamed. 

"Shahad aish 9ar?" he asked. 

"Kalamo o5oy w ja ydawer 3alay w jab ma3ah Laith w Sa3ad" 

"Shahad 5ala9 enseehom" he pulled me into a hug.

"Ana mu 5ayfa mn Laith w Sa3ad.. Ma3rf aish agoulhom lamma arou7,, aish yfaser lhom eny ma nmt nl shalaih?" 

"Gooly enk ma gdarty tnameen fa re7ty temsheen 3alla el ba7ar w ta3abty w knty marra b3eeda mn shalaihkom fa re7ty 3nd shalaih 9deegtk elly greeb mnk w nmty 3ndaha" he spoke.

"Okaay" 

"Okay?" he said unsure. 

"Okaay.. I'll use that. Estanast ma3ak w marra shokran w tsharafna, yalla bye." I said as I rushed to the door.

"La la wait!" he stood up and ran towards me. 

"Awalan nsaity malabsk, lazm tbadleen. Thaniyan: I'll miss you. Thalithan: Aby ashoufk el lailah, please" he begged using his puppy eyes. 

"Ba7awel" 

I ran up the stairs, changed into the cloths I came in, and rushed back down. 

"M3 el salamah" I said. 

"M3 el salamah" he hugged me tight, "Thank you" 

I smiled and walked out the door... 



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I snuck through the back door of the chalet, I walked to living room to find the guys there. Bandar had his back hunched with his hands covering his face, I felt so guilty. I walked into the room and said: 

"What's going on?" 

Bandar jumped up and pulled me in his arms, "YA 7MARA WAIN KNTY?!!" 

"Aish jayabkom hina?" I asked faking curiosity. 

"SHAHAD" Fahad and 5alid attacked me with bear hugs. 

Laith and Sa3ad both gave me a look and played with their phones. 

"Shahad 7abeebty wain knty?" Bandar asked. 

"Ma gdart anam bl layl fa re7t amshy 3alla el ba7ar w b3d fatra ta3abt w estw3abt enny marra ba3adt 3n el shalaih fa nmt b shalaih 9deegty elly kan greeb mny" I lied.

"W ma tfakreen etdgeen?" Fahad butted-in 

"Tawny agoum w nsait my phone hina" I lied again.

"Uff 5awafteena 3alaik" and once again I was attacked by bear hugs from 5alid, Fahad, and Laith. 



I headed up the stairs to the girls' room. Once I opened it, I felt someone punch my stomach and another hit my arm. Yep, you guessed it, it was Sara and Salma. 

"YA KALBA TELL US WHAT HAPPENED!" they yelled in unison. 

"Uhh.. okaay" a faint blush appeared on my cheeks as soon as I remembered what happened with Salman. 

"OMG" Salma yelled. 

"You. Were. With. A. Boy." Sara spoke reciting every syllable in her words. 

"Uhh well sort of.. He wasn't a boy, he was a man..." and I went off with the story. 

The girls were ecstatic. They fell in love with Salman right away, "the perfect gentleman" as Salma would say. They were happy that I met someone who helped and cared for me. I explained to them that we weren't in a relationship and that we were only friends. They knew I didn't need the extra drama, so they were okay with it. We stayed inside the room all day avoiding Sa3ad and Laith.




Later that night: 
It's 12:00 AM and everyone's asleep, I stayed awake the whole time so I'd get the chance to sneak out and run to Salman. 

I sneaked out of the chalet and walked in a fast pace to the chalet. I spotted a figure standing on Salman's chalet porch looking my way. When I got closer I realised that the person watching me was Salman with a big smile on his face. He opened his arms wide and screamed: 

"RUN INTO MY ARMS BABY" 

I laughed at his randomness and ran toward him. Surprisingly, he also ran to me. BOOM! We collided into each other. Being in his arms is the best feeling ever, he's even a better hugger than Sa3ad and Laith. Salman lifted me over his shoulder and ran back to his chalet, I laughed at him and thanked god for giving this amazing friend. 


Little did I know that someone followed me to Salman's chalet and saw everything. 
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Saturday, July 20, 2013

Perfume - Chapter 30

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@FelwaAlMutairi
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For being the wonderful readers they are and for supporting me.. I love you guys, and thank you all<3

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"Haha.. 6ayb esm3y..." and he began with his story. 

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"Ana knt mthl kl walad bl deera al3ab 3alla el banat w akser gloubhom, knt player. Youm 5ala9t el thanawy jatny be3tha w re7t adres fe America, 6ab3an jw rab3y ydrsoun ma3ay. Kan fe bnt m3na bl jam3a JAMEELA jamalha mu 6abee3y, shefayfha pink w 3younha bonya w 5doud'ha 7amra w sha3raha aswad. Kanat malekat jamal!!"


"Okaay? Kamel?" I said.

"el 9aber zain ya bent" he chuckled, "Ma7ad kan ydry enha s3oudya, kna n7asbha mn Armenia aw el hind, mn ay mkan bs mu 3arabya. Marra knt ga3ed bl campus cafe m3 7amad 9deegy, youm laffait shft'ha mashya m3 wa7da s3oudya m3ay b calculus esmaha Lama. En9edamt el 9ara7a, knt mtn7 b wajhaha wila ygoully 7amad: 

"Off.. shft el muzza elly m3 Lama?" 

"Esta7 3alla wajhk! 3aiib" I replied angrily. 

"Shaklek 7abait Saloom" he teased.

"7amad etha ma sekat ya-" he interrupted me. 

"Asfeen yuba, bs if you want to get to know her, TALK to her!" he said

"La la akeed mertab6a, a9lan bayen enha mu 3arabia" I convinced myself out of talking to her. 

"LAAAMAAA" 7amad waved to her, "Ta3alyy" 

"Eskt!! Laa! Majnouun!" I whispered. 

"You want to meet her don't you?" he winked. 


Lama approached us, "Ahlain Salman" paused for a little while, "7amad" she said with a faint blush. 

"Halla uhh Lama.. mm kaifk?" 7amad was actually shy. I knew there was something going on, 7amad was actually in love, who would've thought?


I took matters into my own hand and said, "Lama how about you and your friend have coffee with us?" I spoke in english so that the beautiful girl would understand.

"Okaay, bs laish ga3ed tetkalam bl english?" Lama asked. 

"u99 la tfashleeny, 3ashan 9deegtk tfhamna" I replied. 

The both shared a look then cracked up. Why were they laughing? What did I do wrong? 

"Uhh sorry, Salman w 7amad hathy 9deegty Reema" she said. 

"Reema?" we both said shocked. 

"Eee, w ana mu ajnabya ana S3oudiya" Reema said. 

"Oh.. sorry shaklk abad ma ybayen" I said. 


They both took a seat and the conversation flowed. I fell in love with her the moment her lips started moving, it was like we were in our own bubble. I invited her to dinner and she accepted my invitation, one dinner turned into 5 dinners and 5 dinners turned into 15. We were in love." he said that last sentence with a gleam in his eyes. 


"T8adamt laha w wafagat, we were engaged for a whole month before we got the news" his face was serious, "Reema bdat tet3ab faj2a a5ath'taha lel mostashfa 3alla 6ool, youm ja2 el doctor gal ena feeha Hepatitis C (مرض الكبد الوبائي) w ena jaha mn blood transfusion sawat'h 15 years ago, w elly yghar ena it doesn't have any symptoms, 3alla 6ool yjeek bdoun ay mo8ademat. Hepatitis C is a disease that effects the liver, it causes liver failure and liver cancer, Reema had both. Ma gdarrt at7amal, 7abeebty, 7ayaty, dnyaty klha kanat btmout.. Knt asawy nafsy gwy 3ashan ma t5af. 2 months b3d el 5abar matat Reema bl mostashfa.. galby wagaf el la7'6ah elly matat feeha w tmanait eny amout bedalha. A5atht 1 course off w rj3t lel s3oudya, re7t el 3azza w defant a'3la ma amlek. Defant el 7urma elly kanat bt9eer zoujty, defant 7uby el awal w el a5eer. B3d el 3azza sekant hina l7aly w enge6a3t 3n kl a7ad, 7etta omy w oboy. Enty awal sha59 atkalam m3 mn modah marra 6weela. Hathy ge9ity, 7abait wa7da mn kl galby bs twafat allah yr7amha" he said as tears began rolling down his cheeks. 


(Salfat el mara'6 9arat L jadety, She died of Hepatitis C that exact same way. الله يرحمها و يغفر لها)


I couldn't hold my tears, "Allah yr7amha" 

"Ameen." The sight of the strong, carefree man breaking down in front of me was too much to bear. I jumped on him and hugged him with all my might repeating the phrase, "It's all going to be okay" 

He continued sobbing and saying in between cries, "A7ebha" 


That was the story of the kind-hearted man, the man who saved me from attackers and took care of me. That was the story of the chipper and happy man who gave the woman of his dreams all she ever wanted, and ended up losing her instead. He looked like the most cheerful person ever, turns out it was just a mask to burry his pain, hurt, and loss. 

I learned that looks can be deceiving. 
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Thursday, July 18, 2013

Perfume - Chapter 29

-Several hours later-


I woke up, and found myself lying on a bed I've never seen before. 

I turn my head...

I am not alone. 

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Someone was lying on the huge couch facing the bed I woke up in, but the person wasn't facing me. Judging by his short hair and huge figure, I knew he was a guy. The couch was so huge it could fit 2 more guys next to him. The room was freezing and he looked cold, he had the blanket wrapped around him like a cocoon. Who is he? Where am I? How did I get here? 

I walked over to the couch and stared at him. I knew who he was, I remember staying in his arms, I remembered it all and smiled. He was so sweet with me last night, he made sure I was okay and calmed me down, the perfect gentleman. He looked so peaceful asleep, like the weight of the whole world was lifted off his shoulder. 

I stood there admiring his beautiful face, his pink full lips, his dirty beard. I can't believe I'm actually thinking about this but all in all he looked rather hot, sexy even. I didn't even realise that my fingers were touching his face, just as I was about to remove my fingers I felt his arms wrap around my waist and pull me. I fell next to him. He pulled me closer and continued his sleep. 

Okay this is getting way out of hand! I tried to move out of his grasp but he was strong, he held me closer and 'Mmmm-ed'. Crap, just crap. I did the only thing I thought would get me out of this situation; I bit him. Yes I bit his arm with such a force that I think it left a bruise. 


He woke up screaming, "AAAAAAAYYY"

He looked around and saw me next to him, "What the hell are you doing in this couch?!" he asked with anger. 

"Uhh.. ummm .. uh" I was too embarrassed to tell him that I was staring at his face. What would he think of me? A stalker? A creep? I looked up to see him glaring at me impatient. 

"Well?" he asked. 

"Uhh"

"B tetkalamain wila la2?" he said. God he's angry! 

"Gmt mn el noum merta3a ma knt a3ref wainy wala knt adry aish ga3da asawy hina. Lafait w lgaitk mnsede7 , re7t 3ndk 3ashan agawmk w ba3dain sa7abtny b gwa w knt mnsad7a jambk 7awalt agoum bs ma gdart fa 3a'6aitk" I confessed with a light blush covering my cheeks. 

Just as I said that, an apologetic look appeared in his face. It shows that he regretted talking to me harshly, "Uhh asf walla ma knt adry" 

"La 3ady" I smiled. 



"Tbeen nf6er?" he asked. 

"Okay bs first of all, a7taj fershat asnan w malabes w3 garaf amshy kitha" I was wearing last night's clothes. 

"Efte7y el derj elly ta7t el sink btlageen new toothbrushes, ma 3ndy malabs banat bs agdar a36eek a9'3ar lebs 3ndy, w tgdreen ta5theen shower hina ana basta5dem el 7amam el thany w mara7 az3jk.. ba3dain enzly t7t 7g el f6our okay?" he explained. 

"Okaay" 



I headed to the bathroom, opened the cupboard under the sink and found new toothbrushes, right where he said they would be. I brushed my teeth, then took my clothes off, and got in the shower.

After 15 minutes I got out of the bathroom and found the bed rearranged. A couple of things were on the bed like: A&F red sweatpants, a plain white shirt, a brush, and house slippers. Wow, this guy thought about everything. I changed into the sweatpants and shirt, combed my hair, wore the slippers then headed downstairs. 



I got hit by the smell of something tasty in the kitchen, I headed there to see Salman wearing and apron and so into his cooking, the apron had "Oggi, io cucinare" written on it which means "Today, I shall cook" in Italian (I took this from google translate so it might be wrong, I used to have an apron like that + I forgot how to speak italian). The sight of him in an apron made me explode into fits of giggles. 


He looked up with a mocking smile, "Aish mu 3ajbk?" 

"La la 3ajebny" I laughed. 

"El apron 7ilw 97?" he continued, "it means-"

"Today, I shall cook" we said in unison. He had a shocked look on his face, probably amazed. 

"I used to travel to Italy every year and I took Italian classes, so yeah I know a couple of things." I said as I took a seat on the barstool next to the kitchen island. 

"Walla enk '3areeba.." he said. 

"Laish?" I asked.

"Kl a7ad yt3alam French wila Spanish ela enty t3alamty Italian" he answered. 

"Hmm .. ee. So, what's for breakfast?" I asked.

"Scrambled eggs, hashed browns, sausages, and a plate of pancakes topped with Nutella and strawberries" 

"Yummy.. can I help?" I asked.

"La enty '6aifa ejlsy." 

"La la please please aby a6ba5 .. PLEAAASEE" I begged with my puppy eyes.

"Ughh fine, make the pancakes." 

"THANK YOU SALMAN" I shouted. 

"Haha.. You're welcome." 



After cooking, we both set the table then started munching off our breakfast. It was the tastiest breakfast I had ever eaten.. YUM!

"Kaif ta3ref te6ba5?" I was curious. 

"Knt adres barra fa ta3alamt el 6ab5 mn hnaak" he replied. 

"Knt? Laish ma 9rt tdres al7een? Laish reja3t?" I questioned. 

"9arat ly salfa w reja3t." 

"Huh? Aish 9ar? 6ayb kamalt derastk?" 

"La2 ma kmalt, 5ala9t sina wa7da bs w ba3dain I took a course off w jeet hina" 

"Laish?" 

"Tbeen ta3rfeen?" 

"EEEEE! Pleaaaase!" 

"Haha.. 6ayb esm3y..." and he began with his story. 
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Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Perfume - Chapter 28

I sat myself on the chair and made myself comfortable before starting, "Shoof el gi9a hy..."

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"... w hathy hy el salfa" I concluded my story. 

"Aha" was Salman's only reply. 

"Aha?" I repeated. 

He suddenly bursted into fits of laughter, "Ya mama e9bry 3alay.. 5aleeny afkr shwy" 

"Tfaker b aish?" I was curious to hear his answer.

"Afaker b 6aree8a asa3dk feeha" 

"Bs ana ma a7taj mosa3adah" 

"Enty lain al7een ma 97ty 3alla wala wa7ed w tgoulen enk mo ga3da t7seen b ay shay 97?" he asked. 

"Eee?" 

"Hatha mu 6abee3y, wgt el 7ezn lazm el sha59 y9ee7 w wagt el far7ah lazm el wa7ed ystanes, enty al7een mthl el 9anam ma t7seen b shay"

"Ouch" I replied with a chuckle. 

He bellowed with laughter, "Ya Shahad ana al7een mn jdy b7awl asa3dk." 

"Okay??" 

"Laish harabty mn el awlad elly tw youm kano bymskoonk?" he asked. 

"Kano y5awfoon" I replied. 

"Y5awfoon? ya3ny ashkalhom t5wf 97?" His interrogation began. 

"Eee" 

"Ya3ny 5fty mnhom 97?" 

"Eee! Kano bygtloony kano bysawoon feeny ashya2 kano-" I thought about what they would do to me and the tears finally came. 


But with the tears, along came the fear. The fear was undeniably scary, frightening even. The whole idea spread jolts of fear through my veins. My heart beats were as fast as lightning, and a tremor spread through my body reminding me of the terror. The waterfall of tears in my eyes wouldn't stop. I suddenly remembered the incidents with Laith and Sa3ad, they were like a movie replaying the pain and hurt. My heart died a little more inside, it broke, it's shattered now. 


"Shahad baba wagfy.. 3ashany" Salman spoke. 

"Shahad, please.." he pulled me into his arms. 


Those arms of his managed to calm me down, my tears magically decreased but they were still raining. The fear in my heart disappeared, it was replaced with a home-like feeling. His chest felt like a shelter made precisely for me. That chest of his made me strong, it's indescribable. His chest was my shelter, my other home, my paradise. But even that embrace couldn't heal my broken heart. Oh how lovely it felt to be comforted, my own hugging pillow. 


The tears finally stopped. His fingers held my chin up to look at him, "Ha baba a7san al7een?" 

I nodded. 

"Tbeen moya?"

I nodded. 

He chuckled, "shfeek bs t7arkeen rasek, tklmy" 

"9rt a7san w ee aby moya" I spoke. 

"Haha.. ya 7ubeelk, 5ala9 ana al7een ajeeb mn da5il" he said as he stood up.

"La la please, la tetkrny! Maby moya 5ala9" I begged with fright.

"5ala9 mara7 at7arak.. ta3aly" he pulled me closer to him. 

"Shahad etha t7seen eny ga3ed ajbrk 3alla shay aw mt'6ayga goolaily okay? Ana al7een ga3ed a'6aygek?" he asked worried. 

"La! La abad.. I like this" I said as I closed my eyes and drifted into sleep between his manly arms. 




-Several hours later-


I woke up, and found myself lying on a bed I've never seen before. 

I turn my head...

I am not alone. 
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Friday, July 12, 2013

Perfume - Chapter 27




My heart broke twice in one day. I don't think it will ever be repaired. 

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-2 weeks later-


Spring break's here and I've been in the chalet for the past 2 days. Salma and Sara came with me, they think that staying here will make me happy. They want me to forget about the sadness and hurt I feel, the joke's on them 'cause I'm not feeling anything.

I'm not hurt, I'm not sad, I'm not in pain, I'm not depressed, I'm just empty. Once Sa3ad left I didn't let a single tear drop. I shook everything off and fake smiled, I've been faking emotions for a while now that I'm becoming an expert at it. Am I a psychopath who doesn't feel? Am I a disturbed person? These questions keep repeating in my head daily.


I sneak out every night and just sit on the shore, observing the sea. The sea always felt like home to me, it calms my nerves. In a way it's my mom, dad, brother, and friend. A loyal friend that keeps all your secrets and never reveals them. I talk to the sea whenever I feel down, it's like the old saying:
أشكي همومي للبحر.



On the third night I decided to walk around to the other chalets. I wanted to look for an adventure, do something that I'd one day tell to my grandchildren.


After an hour or so of walking I felt someone staring at me, I looked to the right and saw a man sitting on the porch of his chalet drinking sheesha. He signalled for me to go to him but I ignored and continued walking. That's when I heard the voices...


"Ya muzza ta3alyy"

"El esm bs ya 7ilw"

"Ya gumaar ta3aly ma3ay, el sayara greeba"


A group of guys 6 or so infront of me, the were walking towards me. I froze. I couldn't do a thing. I willed my legs to run, my mouth to scream, my hands to punch, but it's like all my organs stopped working. The next thing I know is a guy pulling me towards him, he tried forcing himself on me while his friends watched with demon eyes and ear-piercing laughs. I kicked the guy in his groin and ran back.

I heard him screaming at his friends telling them to get me. I knew I wasn't going to make it, the odds weren't in my favor. It was 6 of them and 1 of me. I wasn't going to reach the chalet with them hounding me like dogs. Then an idea turned up in my head and I headed towards the chalet that had the sheesha-smoking man on the porch.


"Lw sm7t lw sm7t!! Lw sm7t sa3edny allah y5aleek ga3deen yl7gouny" I said in between gasps.


"HATHY HYY!!" I heard the guys yell as they came up to the porch.

"5air ya o5oy?" the sheesha-smoking man said.

"aby el bnt.. sababat lna mshakel kitheera" my attacker replied.

"Hathy e5ty, lessa tbounha wila anady el sher6a 3alaikom?" sheesha-smoking man said with anger.

"Uhhh.. asfeen o5oy, m3laish e3therna" my attacker spoke with fear.

"Yalla engal3o" sheesha-smoking man said and that was enough to make my attacker and his friends run away.



"Uhh.. mashkour o5oy" I said.

"La tshkreeny 3alla wajeb.. ma3ak Salman" he replied.

"Ana Shahad"

"6ayb wsh rayek tg3deen w tgouleenly aish 9ayer lk bl '6b6? It might help." he suggested.

"Mafeeny shay 3ashan agoula" I replied.

"6ayb el na'6rah elly b 3younk tgoully gi9a '3air tamaman .. a7yan lamma el wa7ed yshky hmouma yrta7 nafseeyan"

"Ok .. bagoulek kl shay bs lazm tba3ed el sheesha ma asta7mal ree7at'ha" I agreed.

"Tam" he chukled, "Hathy el sheesha w wa5arnaha" he moved the sheesha away.

I sat myself on the chair and made myself comfortable before starting, "Shoof el gi9a hy..."
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Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Perfume - Chapter 26

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Hey, 

I'm sorry for not posting. I was going through A LOT of things. Let's just say my summer wasn't all fun and happy it was hell. But I's like to thank my dear friend @AutreDreamer_  for being there for me, I love you sweetheart! And I love all my readers wether they were silent or not. Keep commenting, they make my day! And this chapter is a short one, hopefully I'll write a long one soon!


Love you all,

Mystique


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"Akeed 3arafteeha, le2anaha enty!"

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We were quiet, he was trying to even-out his breathing. I couldn't look at him, I couldn't utter a single word. My mind stopped functioning; it was completely blank. 

"Ma lk rad?" he asked.

I couldn't answer, I couldn't even think.

"aaa fahamt al7een. M3 el salamah, this will be the last time you ever see me. Have a nice life." He turned around and left. 



I felt like an ice; a frozen thoughtless object. 

After 5 minutes my mind finally went back to work, tears streamed down my face as I remembered the previous conversation. I ran to the wide blue sea as it was my only companion and cried there.





An hour later Sa3ad showed up. "Enty waink?? 9ar lena sina ndawer 3alaik! Wain re7ty?" he noticed the tears in my eyes and said, "Shahad shfeek? aish 9ar 7abeebty?? Ta3aly!" Sa3ad sat down and tried to hug me. 

I pushed him away, "WA5ER 3ANNY! MA ABEEK.. LA TELMSNY!!" 


I looked into his eyes and saw all the hurt and pain that my words made him feel, and it made me feel like a heartless person. 


"I'm sorry, I just want to be alone right now." 

"Fine, but don't ever come running back to me when you need a shoulder to cry on." He replied.

I was shocked, "What?" 

"You heard me.. if you wanna be alone, stay alone. We're over" 

"Sa3ad?" I asked but he just gave me his back and walked away. 



My heart broke twice in one day. I don't think it will ever be repaired. 
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Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Perfume - Chapter 25

Hey guys, 


I'm traveling today so I might not post a lot but  I'll do my best. I took my laptop with me for you guys so I can post abroad. Hatha el post lekom ya 7abaybi <3 A7bkm kilkom<3:* 


Love,Mystique.


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Ladies and gentlemen, today I was betrayed by the person who I thought was most loyal to me. 

Shahad. 

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-Shahad-


I woke up the next day at 2 PM feeling refreshed. Last night was just amazing, Sa3ad is so adorable.. ughh such a cutie. What should I tell Laith? I'm obviously with Sa3ad now, but I still love Laith. I'm having these annoying mixed feelings again, uff. I think I should keep quiet for now until I know where Sa3ad and I stand, then I'll break the news to Laith.

I went downstairs to find them all sitting in the living room (Bandar, 5alid, Fahad, Laith, Sa3ad, Sara, Salma).

"9aba7 el 5air ya 3arab" I greeted them.

"9aba7 el nour" they replied.


I took a seat next to Laith and put my head on his chest but he pushed it away. I looked at him with curiosity but he ignored and sat on another couch. Why is he ignoring me?

Sa3ad sat next to me and side hugged me, when 5alid saw us he gave me a death stare. He whispered in my ear, "what's going on?"

"I'll tell you later" I replied.



"JOOOOUU3AAAANN!!" yelled Fahad.

"Ent 6ool 3omrek jou3an" commented Bandar and we all laughed in response.

"Ya nas wakloony!! abyy akel ma y9eer kitha!!" Fahad said.

"5ala9 ana al7een awadeek Mac (McDonald's)" Bandar said, "Meen yby yjy"

"ANA" they all yelled except for Sa3ad and I.

"5ala9 sayara ma3ay w sayara m3 Laith okay?" Bandar said.

"Ana w Shahad ma nby nrou7 mu mshtahyeen" Sa3ad spoke.

"5ala9 eg3do hina aw esb7o bl ba7ar okay?"

"Okay"


They all left but not after I got dirty stares from 5alid and Laith. As the door closed Sa3ad pulled me to his lap and started to play with my hair.



"Alone at last" he said and I just laughed.

And the make-out session started but it soon ended after my stomach grumbled.

Sa3ad broke the kiss, "hungry?" he asked with amusement.

"Yes, for your lips" I kissed him again but he broke it off.

"La lazm takleen. Aish f6arty?"

"Umm.. nothing" I whispered.

"LA 3AD?? Lazm takleen! Laish ma glty?" he interrogated.

"Kan wdy ag3d ma3ak" I said.

"7abeebty enty" he planted a soft kiss on my cheek, "Al7een ana je3t aby akl"

I laughed, "6ayb sw L nafsek akl"

"Laa! saweely please please please please please" he pleaded.

"5ala9 okay"

"WALLA?? SHOKRAN YA A7LA 7ABEEBA" he said with enthusiasm.

"3afwan dear" I said as I walked out of the room to the kitchen.




Hmm what should I cook? what should I cook? Kabsa? No. Spaghetti? I don't feel like eating it. What does Sa3ad want?

"SA3AD!" I yelled.

"Halla 7abeebty" he said as he walked into the kitchen and hugged me from the back.

"Aish msht'hy takel?" I asked.

"Kl shay mn eydk 7ilw" he planted a kiss on my cheek.

"Saa3aaad mn jdy! Aish tby?" I said as backed off him.

"Hmm.. Lasagna?" he asked.

"Easy, tastey, fast.. okay we'll have Lasagna" I announced and he just laughed.




I went to work and started cooking while Sa3ad was sitting on the stool next to the kitchen island. He was just looking at me, nothing else.

"5ala9" I said.

"5ala9 aish?" he  played dumb.

"Don't look at me it's distracting" I complained.

"Magdar .. you're too sexy when you cook" I blushed.

"Stop flirting or I won't give you food" I grounded.

"Fine" he said annoyed.




I finished the lasagna and served it on the table. It was DE-LI-CIOUS!

"Tslm eydk" he said.

"Allah ysalmk" I blushed.

"5ala9 enty bt9eeren t6b5een ly kl youm! Laish ma knt adry ena 6ab5ek kitha 7ilw?" he asked.

"Kl ma agoulkm ba6ba5 lkm tgoulon ly 'Ma nby ntsamam' fa ma a6ba5 lkm" I replied.

"La la ana al7een t7asaft eny ma aklt. LATHEEETH!!"

"Haha shokran" I blushed.

Just as I said that, the rest came back. They all came to the dining room to see the lasagna.



"MEEN SAWA LASANGA?" Fahad yelled.

"Ana" I replied.

"ABYYY!!"

"7alalek 5eth" I put some on a plate and gave it to him.

"LATHEEETH!!" Fahad yelled.


The rest came and started eating from it all of them complementing my cooking. Laith and 5alid were the only two not eating from it. Ya raby.. aish feehm? 


I saw Laith getting up and going out from the sliding doors that are on the shoreside. I decided to follow him and face him.

"Barou7 el 7amam" I said and walked to the sliding doors.




I saw Laith leaning on the wall and smoking. Laith smokes? What? No he told me he hates it!

"ETDA5EN?" I shouted.

"Ee" he replied coldly.

"Laith mo zain lk!" I took it out of his mouth, threw it on the ground, and stepped on it. He ignored me, and took another cigaret from his packet and lighted it before sticking it in his mouth.

"LAITH!" I pulled his packet and the cigaret from him and threw them in the trash.

"NA3AM AISH TBEEN?" he yelled.

"Laith aish feek? Laish za3lan mny?" I said with sorrow.

"Uff maly 5lgk!"

"Laith please." I pleaded.

"Please aish? aish tbeeny asaweelk?" he said with coldness.

"Gool ly aish feek.. allah y3afeek Laith" I pleaded more.

"Aish feeny? Aish feeny? Mn wain abda?" he asked with anger.

"ebda mn el bdayah" I said.

"Okay yalla 5aleeny agoulek aish 9ar. Ams knt nayem w sma3t 9out 9ra5 wa7da. 3araft'ha mn 9out'ha,, ana a7b hathy el bnt w AMOOT feeha bs ma amdany agoulaha. A6la3 barra 3alla el ba7ar w-"
"STOP IT STOP IT" I pleaded.

"La 5aleeny akamel. 6ela3t 3alla el ba7ar w lgait'ha tbous wa7ed w ka2ana shay 3ady w elly yghar ena elly tbousa kan mza3elha w mu mlageelha wajh w-"

"5ala9 Laith esket please" I begged.

"w el moshkila eny 7abait el bnt marra w 9rt amout feeha w a3shagha! Ma3ref shloun tsawy feeny kitha. Ana A7BAHA bs 6la3t '3ABY le2anny 7abait'haa!!"

"Laith 5ala9" I said.

"Tbeen ta3rfeen meen hy el bnt?"

"Laith esket" I said with regret.

"Tbeen ta3rfeen meen hy??" he asked again.

"Laith bss" I said, my voice cracking.

"El bnt esmaha Shahad bint 3abdul3aziz AlFlani.. 3arafteeha?"

"Laith"

"Akeed 3arafteeha, le2anha enty!"

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